joanne

2005-07-17T01:31:00.000-07:00

Been to bugis 2day..work til 6 something then finish..super tired sia.. but go hm oso nth do..keep thinking of yest making joanne angry..the more i think the more i hate myself.. hope she won angry wif mi le k? sorry.. nv c u so angry b4 de..

Reach bugis..play 3 rounds of EZ2DJ..then walk ard bugis n bugis street..c gt andre n jasmine present to buy ma..as their bday is cuming le..then oso c gt anything suit her anot..after tat went to sim lim square to buy the pen for my hp..waste 15 bucks again..heartpain sia.. =)

After tat hungry le..go bugis hawker eat the famous carrot cake..alone eat feel so strange..like something was lost..last time we 4 ppl, mi,joanne,jasmine n leslie eat 2gether de..so much joy n laughter..now the carrot cake like taste like so blend.. =( Btw joanne..last time u say "the hawker guy veri bad coz he throw away all the soya bean drink into the drain when cannot sell finish" haha now i help him buy the soya drink away le..so he nv throw le..coz let mi buy the last few le..

Hmm k la..blog til here le.. Joanne..dun angry le k? next time we go eat carrot cake again k? then buy the soya bean drink oso =D..

Leong

2005-07-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

I really gt mani thing to say..seriously i really dun noe how to say..i dun even noe how to type out my feeling now.. I really juz dun noe y? juz a small favour i ask from someone..y still dun help..if i can..i oso dun wish to need ppl help.. machiam begging to them.. really feel veri lost loh.. 2day sch reopen.. i feel so strange stepping inside the class..misses all my classmate last time.. andrew,pat,vin,nat,hui fen,fang ru,rui lan so on..lots of crap n joke last time..then the time oso will past veri fast..coz we playing card game and oso eat n drink bb tea together during break or after sch.. now is like veri diff loh..now the time is like stuck like tat..so long then i manage to wait til 3pm til the class over..hmm..now i really veri scare to haf lunch break now..i really veri scare i will eat alone loh..2day oso..go outside sch void deck go mama shop buy fried rice n eat at void deck..luckily gt andrew acc mi..coz he juz finish sch.. 2day gt him..but tml leh..n oso the following 2 yr leh..HOW to past sia? hmm 2day 1 whole day in sch..expecting someone will cal or sms..but still dun haf..halfway during lesson..someone cal..i thought finally cal le..but in the end is teck.. then like..hmm quite disappointed ba.. k la tats all for 2day.. hope tml will be a better day ba =)

Leong

:+: hApPy 1yr aNnIvErSaRy tO yA :+:

2005-07-04T02:34:00.000-07:00

* HAPPY 1yr ANNIVERSARY TO YOU * if we nv break,tis will be our 1yr anniversary le..then mayb today we will go out celebrate..eat something nice.. but everything is too late now.. juz hoping we will get back to one another each day..and i will nv let u go again le..the lastest n final promise i can make le.Although i noe u dun belive mi anymore..but hope time can prove it ba..=)

So fast 1yr le..still remember last yr incident.. tat time july 4 2004 , sunday..u go saloon cut hair..haha then we after tat wanna go tm take neoprint de..but close le..then we take cab go suntec.but suntec oso close le..so we go marina de neo print..although a bit lame the machine..but my main objective is just to take pict wif u..so no matter how much i spend.. i oso wanna take pict wif u on tat day..then after tat we play pool ba..so cute sia u dun noe how to play..then we reach hm abt 1am..take last train back..WAH,really a nice memory..

SO SORRY TAT I NEVER TREASURE TIS RELATIONSHIP WELL.... = (

Leong

Thursday !!

2005-06-09T10:10:00.000-07:00

Wake up at 6pm 2day..actually wake up at abt 3 something..stare at the ceiling..c my phone..gt no sms or phone call.. =( then think think oso nth do so go slp again..slp til 6pm..like wasted my day like tat sia..but 2day oso nth to do..andre go meet pearlyn..teck go attachment..left mi alone..

abt 8pm andre cal mi..ask mi go play CS..then after tat go bedok meet jun jie..then i oso nth do..so i go loh..actually i nt feeling too well de..my teeth haf been hurting mi til i cant eat sia..after play CS..meet teck at Bus..then go bedok meet jie le..after tat we all go eat 2gether at bedok..then go hm le..really veri sian loh..tis kinda of life..

During the bus trip hm...we haf been discussing..TECK..NO 1..MOST SIAN DE.. coz he gt no ppl sms..then com oso spoilt but at least still gt attachment to help him past time..Then the 2nd is mi.. coz i gt no one to sms...then oso no one to meet and do..then after tat then andre..coz he at least gt eileen,pearlyn and his cousin patricia to sms and chat.. but now i think i m the most sian le..coz at least u all still gt someone to tok to..mayb teck can tok to his sis..andre still gt so mani ppl to tok..only mi dun haf..andre say i gt Jasmine to tok to..but i dun noe leh..she oso like dun wanna tok to mi like tat..then wat i say to her..she oso at there..so oso cant tok much too..

Everything was keep inside my heart..only can write down my feeling only.. no 1 to share ba.. mayb only andre and teck noe ba..ya..oso nt sure ba tis kinda of feeling really veri bad..no one to care for mi..toothache oso ownself noe ownself pain..no one to care for mi..hope tis kinda of day n feeling will end soon.. =)

FROM
TAY KHIAM LEONG

wAt a DaY~!

2005-06-08T23:16:00.000-07:00

Wat a day~! 2day is joanne bday..and oso our heats leader sam last day of freedom..tml he is gotta go inside army le..Sad sia..1 by 1 goin..think everything is back to square one again.. goin out alone so on..really lonely sia..

2day..wake up early in the morning..then go to sam hse to prepare lunch for joanne..coz 2day is her bday ma..then i oso nv cook for her b4..so i use my 1st time cooking skill as her bday present too..cook fried rice n scramble egg..it might look easy..but to mi as a 1st timer..it seem to be a bit diffcult..yest i already having a trial at sam hse 1st le..it turn out to be quite hard and a bit salty..luckily 2day turn out to be better than yest..haha sam,really sorry to wake u up early in the morning leh... then cook til halfway..sam tel mi goin to 12 le..scare mi sia..then i faster wash some plate then pack pack go le..go to sam hse mama shop buy drink for her to go wif the fried rice b4 waiting for joanne at joanne hse outside..but waited for nearly 1 hr.. she haf nt cum out then my toothache haf been hurting mi for 3 day le..then 2day the pain start to be worsen when i waiting..then i like ARG!! keep knocking my head on the wall then oso sweat like hell le..keep walking around the stair hope tat the pain will stop..but then i oso start to worry tat she already gone sch le..n keep telling myself..from here to TP maybe only need 10 min..so til 12.55 i start to worry le..so i use my HP to sign in my MSN..then saw jasmine online..then she told mi tat she go sch at 11.10am le..then i like..wah sian..cannot gif her surprise..i already prepare the small cake and candle le..then thought can gif her surprise when she step out of the hse..but cannot le..then the plant i gif to her oso haben grow yet..the plant leave gt a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" words de..coz i thought only need 3 day to grow..in the end buy le then knew tat need 1 week..suay sia..LOLX..thought 2day mayb her bday so mayb see can send her to sch anot..? but in the end all my dream was half broke le..plan for nearly a mth,but fail half le..sIAnx

Then no choice le loh..cal jasmine open the door..let mi put the plant,rice n cake inside her hse..then wait for joanne return then eat..slack at her hse wif jasmine..tok cork,eat panadol to stop my pain and then online loh..haha..

Then go hm at abt 2.30..wait for whether joanne they all gt go out celeb anot..then wait til 5 something she is back hm le..haha she like veri shock tat i can cook sia..but i think the comments from her is still quite gd ba.. then suddenly she tel mi tat she goin out wif her sis..then dun wanna go together..i like quite sad n disappoint ba..coz i really wish i can celeb the bday wif u..coz i scare next yr no chance to celeb wif u le..due to the army.. then oso hope can take neo pict wif u..n keep it as a memory for ur bday de..

then i wait at hm til 8 hoping tat she will cal mi n ask mi to join..then she nv cal..so i alone go bugis loh..play game,walk around..really veri sianz sia.. i keep looking on the floor while walking..the feeling is like quite pathetic actually..but seriously i nv blame her..its her own choice..and she oso nv promise mi to go out wif mi today..so i nv blame her..

reach back to tamp ard 10..buy KFC..and go somewhere where no ppl will go and eat..lOLX..only a cat acc mi there sia..think is aiming my burger ba..LOLx..then after tat meet joanne loh..pass her the rest of the present..after meet all andre,teck and sam..coz is sam last day le ma..so we chatted til 2 then all go hm le..Sam..all the best for u in army k? hope u can get into "RANGER" haha rare sia..k la anyway all the best..

:[THOUGHTS]: to the god.. EVERYTHING IS FROM MY HEART..NO FAKE..
She seems to be quite unhappy seeing mi ba..the feeling really hurts.. isit the gift i buy for u too mani..or is u tired leh?? Wat i wan..is only wan u happy only..and of course all the thing is suit ur need i then buy de..compare to last yr..i now spend lesser for ur present le.. u dun unhappy k? smile =)
its is really waste tat 2day we didnt take any pict ba..u 2day wear til veri cute n nice..i really do care u alot de..Actually i ask u to treat mi eat..coz i only wanna haf some more moment wif u..eat wat oso can de..even i pay for the meal i oso dun mind..i only need someone hu i love to acc mi.. even a while oso can..really dun wanna waste any more time..time really veri fast de..with u accompany..i feel my time is nt been wasted..i really dun noe y? All the Heats member shld noe ba..coz we all always hope tat..our loved one will acc u no matter wat..now sam is leaving to NS le..Andre oso soon le..left teck and leslie..now teck attachment and leslie bz for his wooing plan..HEATS Just start to be close again..yet everything is soon to be a square 1 again..tis 1mth plus..we really veri close to each other..we share feeling n thoughts..esp to ANDRE,SAM and TECK..coz we nearly everyday will meet..now sam is heading for NS le.think nt much of u all will meet often le ba..So i think in the end is left mi alone again le..So now I really need you alot now and every moment..without u..i really find it veri strange..tis time i really veri serious n sincere abt u le..hope tat my life will change again.. dun wanna be like tis again.. =)

THANKS AMEN
TAY KHIAM LEONG...

aNotHEr MoNTh pASt aGAiN...

2005-05-31T03:24:00.000-07:00

31 may 2005
Cuming to the last day of the mth le,so fast sia.1mth 1mth like tat past,really veri scary.I like been so kinda sian abt my life like tat.at first still gt my bday n chalet to look forward.but now all over le.like feel veri empty n sad over my life.how mani 1 mth do I left.if I gt her,surely I won feel my life is empty,at least I gt someone hu I can care n she can oso care for mi,eating together n picking her up from sch.

Hmm today wake up at 11 actually,but find tat today is lIke nth do again so go slp again,then 2pm wake again but still fall aslp again finally slp til 4pm.wake up look at the ceiling n start thinking of her again.everyday I will be thinking wat she doing now in sch so on,n can I pick her up anot?everyday I will be thinking.nv stop.always wishing tat she will sms mi.at least one oso gd.not much ppl sms de,sometime my hp will oso like machiam spoilt like tat.1 whole day no sound.500 sms free.but no one to sms.last time I dun sms u often coz of my expensive phone bill,now gt free le yet u nv sms mi le.the feeling of it really nt gd.especially someone hu u luv..

k la back to 2day boring day...haha..wake up at 4 something..then sam cal mi ask mi wanna go pasir ris white sand anot..? acc andre go take num... coz he sunday at white sand c tis lady then decided to take her num 2day..in the end we at there wasted for nearly 3 hr then he say dun take le..coz he still cant pick up the courage to take..haha waste my $3.60.. $2.oo on EZ2DJ, $0.65 on a can of fruit juice and $0.95 on mRT and BUS fare.. lOLX..

After tat we go andre hse eat spag.. then around 10.00pm we go TM find teck..we play CS at pavillion..play til 12 like tat..then go hm le loh..

btw 2day at andre hse jux find out tat I haf lost 5kg le sia from 51 to 46. tio shock sia..dunnoe leh,wondering gt something wrong wif my stomach anot,always nt hungry de. Ppl really do need motivation in order to do thing.. i think if i can pick her up to sch..i will haf the motivation to be waking up early.eat breakfast at hm 1st then pick her go..then when picking her up from sch..we can oso go eat lucnh then after tat dinner eat at hm.. nt like now..wake up til so late..then only haf 1 dinner only.. and like spoiling my stomach le.. always nt hungry..

after months of dun noe wat life.. i finally know tat..
LIFE IS ONLY BEAUTIFUL AND EXCITING WHEN SOMEONE MOTIVATES U IN UR LIFE..GIVING U STRENGTH N POWER TO DO ALL THINGS..
Am i right ????

hApPy bIrThdAy LeOnG!!

2005-05-25T02:10:00.000-07:00

wOAh.. really enjoying my bday tis year.. coz at least i nt celebrating my bday myself.. tis year is joanne and her sister jasmine celebrate wif mi.. waited at hm til 5pm.. at first i thought they dun wanna go out le..coz so late le..luckily they did nt did tat..haha thanks for acc mi out when u all already so tired le ar..

we go orchard 2day.. wah so long nv go orchard wif joanne le..half a yr le ba.. oso long time nv take neo pict wif her le.. so we go heeren 1st..take pict..so song sia..no 1 queue or put money inside the machine.. so jasmine ki siao.. sit at there design for half an hour plus haha..make mi wanna slp le sia.. after taking pict..we walk around heeren..shop for my present haha.. then go far east.. bought a earing for joanne,jasmine. then in the end we go 77th street..joanne bought a purple shirt for i wor..so niCe.. n oso a cap.. haha thanks leh..!

after tat we go swensen eat ice cream..treat they all eat.haha..then tat "tang chi" jasmine..suddenly bcom so excited and energetic sia..LOLX..took some pict at there too.. time passes so fast..my bday is ending soon le..really dun bear it so fast past.. coz dunnoe muz wait til when then can enjoy tis kinda of feeling again le.. hope joanne bday we can go celebrate together again ba..

then after tat take bus 65 hm..its already 11 plus when we reach tamp.. haha go joanne hse eat her mum cook de porridge coz is my bday so can go her hse eat free dinner haha.. then joanne make a pizza too.. yuMmy~ but really damn pai seh sia..her mum at hm..then nt long her dad cum back too..MORE PAI SEH..lOLX.. 12 something then i go hm le loh.. =) really enjoying tis day veri much.. THANKS JOANNE AND JASMINE.. n oso andre,sam n teck for the surprise testi u send for mi lOLX..

2005-05-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

last day of sch in 24 May.. guess i really cant bear all of my classmate sia.. tml is my bday.. i am veri excited oso veri worried.. i scare tis bday.. is i alone past.. now is 25 May 2005,my 19 yrs old le.. now is 1.12am.. 1hr plus gone left 23 hr.. only few ppl wish mi only.. 10.46pm is hui ying..she cal mi and wish mi.. coz she wanna slp le so wish mi a early bday 1st.. 12am is jie ying (Patrick fren), then is simin (natalie fren) after tat is jun jie.. thought he will forget de sia.. then after tat is hui fen,natalie and vincent only..nt much ppl tis yr le.. but i only need 1 ppl wish.. then it is really enough le.. but til now still dun haf.. c tis 23hr gt any wish from her anot ba.. dun noe wanna do wat during bday sia.. now still raining somemore.. so puntual 12am something rain.. are u crying for mi lol.. k la wish mi a hAPpY bDay..! =D

2005-05-17T23:07:00.000-07:00

HEATS.. a grp tat full of laughter and energetic grp last time.. we might look strong and act as nth in our look.. but actually our heart is veri weak de.. now its like fallen apart le.. nt tat we r nt close le.. is like nearly half of grp ppl starts to like do wat oso veri sian and tired like tat.. nt like last time.. full of energy to do all thing.. now no matter wat we do.. no matter play EZ2DJ,CS,walk around shopping centre..a while will sian le..coz andre,leslie and mi de memories will suddenly appear again..
maybe this few mth really changes alot of thing inside our grp.. andre.. we may c him like normal like tat.. but i noe u doesnt.. u think i dun haf the same experience as u ar.. u cannot blaff mi de.. tat feeling was really terrible.. trying to be happy yet u r sad in ur heart..
In a mean time, leslie..b4 the news, u r already like nt in ur ownself le.. think 1mth plus u like tat le ba.. now de you is nt like the normal leslie i c b4 le.. although u still bring joke to us.. but it is diff from last time le..y dun u listen to mi at the 1st place.. juz gif in to one another 1st..after hearing ur story during u and her go out.. i think u all really haf a great misunderstanding between u 2.. u all really need to sit down and tok actually.. from the day u break wif her..u still like her de rite..? but now she gt stead le.. if u still luv her wait for her loh.. actually sunday at sam hse ton,we still happily using sam laptop online search for ... de.. but after seeing the friendster.. you suddenly change le.. and my mood oso follow u change le.. coz i really scare i haf a same situation as u.. i really cant take it..noe u oso veri hard to accept it now..but if u still like her.. wait can.. i noe u will c my blog de Leslie.. all the best to u.. although i dun noe u gt treat mi as fren b4 anot..? but still i regard u as.. i oso dun wanna c u like tat de.. b4 hearing ur story..i think is serve u rite.. but now different le.. k la all the best to u.. cheer up =D hope still gt chance tat we four (2 couple) go out 2gether again..
Sam and teck..haha bachelor for so long le.. when then u all can find someone u all love.. as sam say we nv haf 6 couple go out b4.. lOL..tis is wat i really think b4 last time..if it is really like tat.. i think it would be a veri wonderful day le..all 6 couple take pict 2gether haha.. goin NS soon le hor..wish u all the best in army oso.. and faster find a GF to let ur dream cum true.. 6 couple.. haha.. same to teck to faster find ar.. i think now only jun jie is the most happy de ba..gt such a gd and caring stead.. wish he can treasure it..dun wait lost le then regret.. Jun jie.. he ar.. really gd too.. although he gt stead le,but still will contact us.. go out 2gether.. help us share prob too.. really thanks bro..
LASTLY... thanks for u all accompany.. 3 of us haf the same prob.. so we really gt common topic to share and gif comments on how to do next.. among u all i think i am the most "HUO GAI" de ba.. mi like actually nth go find trouble like tat.. she nv treat mi bad and quarrel wif mi b4.. everything gif in to mi..nv try to leave mi at all.. yet i hurt her 1 time n 1 time again.. after breaking a few day.. really find tat dun haf her cannot.. now i think is too late le.. hope there is a miracle again ba..i will nv let go of her le.. she is really a good gf.. i nv miss someone like now like tat b4..
<> ALL THE BEST BA~~ hope we can be last time.. do wat oso energetic.. PLAY BB,EZ2DJ,CS etc.. and of course 6 couple outing.. =D

2005-05-08T03:10:00.000-07:00

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2005-05-06T23:03:00.000-07:00

i think tis is the most sad bday i haf in my whole life le.. can someone teach mi how to be a good boyfriend so 1 day tat the ger won leave u.. I really try,really try my veri best to gif her the best.. make her happy.. but y? in the end the result is still.."I find tat you r nt the boy which suit mi" tis is nt the word shld cum out from her mouth.. i really feel veri hurt now.. tis is the most hurting word i ever heard from her.. BUT STILL IT IS MY FAULT AT 1st.. I AM THE ONE HU BREAK WIF HER 1st.. WAT CAN I DO NOW GOD? I BEG U..! teach mi a way ba.. i willing to sacrific anything.. isit i too stupid,or childish for her.. thought she is the 1 noe mi the best.. but y suddenly like tat.. only her hu noe mi the best le.. i really cannot find a 2nd person hu noe mi as best as her le.. MAYBE jux bcox she noe mi the best so she knew my character.. she say tat she knew mi for too long so she knew my character too well.. so i dun suit her.. I WILLING TO CHANGE De.. or am i too depending on u.. i really cant imagine u be wif another guy.. and i at there watching u all so close.. is there nth gd memory between us..? to mi,mi n u de gd memory are so mani mani mani.. TAMPINES,BUGIS,ORCHARD,PASIR RIS PARK etc mani places more.. really cant imagine dun haf u in my world.. it will be so empty.. I KNEW IS I NV TREASURE IT..BUT CAN U PLS DUN SAY TIL LIKE TAT..TIS IS MY 1st TIME GETTING SO HURT.. u R the 1 i most belive and depending yet u like tat say.. u might as well kill mi..at least i won b so sad n hurt.. JOANNE,I REALLY REALLY DID MY VERY BEST TO MAKE MYSELF INTO A GD BF LE.. I NOE I STUPID,SCARE I CANT COMPATABLE WIF U,SO I TRY TO MAKE U HAPPY N HONG U EVERYTIME..AND TO MI,U R REALLY A VERI GD GF TO MI..UR CARE AND CONCERN MAKE MI CANT FORGET U FOR MY WHOLE LIFETIME.. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U IN MY HEART..AND LUV YA DE... whether u belive anot..i really haf no interest in other ger le..even fren intro i oso say joanne better.. ppl say u i oso will frust anger on them.. to mi.. u r the most important ppl tat i HAVE le..
MY birthday u celebrate wif mi hao ma?
LeOnG ---- ( v ) ----> JoAnNE

2005-05-05T21:01:00.000-07:00

say didnt miss ya is fake de.. i everyday,every moment oso thinking of u.. thinking of wat u doin 2day so on.. is everything fine to u 2day.. everyday.. nv stop since mid oct 2004..hmm..
So
CAN YOU CUM BACK TO MY SIDE AGAIN?? I really need u so much.. i nv knew tat dun haf u inside my life.. it is such a lonely world.. having u care abt mi n luv mi really means alot to mi.. i really can imagine tat i really lose u or wat.. although i nearly haf everything i want.. but without u the thing is like useless to mi.. A hp,but no one to sms or cal.. A computer.. but sign in MSN has no 1 to chat wif and nth to do.. A bicycle..but no 1 cycle wif mi.. really hope i can drive u around tamp.. really find tamp is such a big place..so can drive u around.. although abit lame coz is bicycle.. haha. but tats wat i think when i cycle alone myself.. u can be mine 1st passenger..coz i nv ride some1 b4..k la..hope tis day will cum back again =) hmm..btw u noe my bday cuming le ma? Can u celebrate wif mi..?

2005-04-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

hmm.. at nite around 8 cycle around the whole tampines oso dun noe where i go.. go to places we always go together,think of thing while listening to radio when i m cycling.. then ride to the bubble tea shop,ong tze wee hse there,and more... go to elvin hse take clothes then cycle again le.. hmm then outside TP.. saw her new sch in tis upcoming month.. School of business.. c le oso like.. abit sad ba.. c the sch i in now.. n the sch she in now..wat a big difference.. abit zi bei ba.. but oso cannot selfish ma.. she can go inside TP i oso happy for her.. only blame i nv study well.. think she gotta noe alot of fren inside.. will she forget abt mi and the places and the thing we do 2gether b4?? I really dun noe.. but i noe i will nt forget de.. coz tat is my character.. no matter wat oso cannot change de.. i wanna b some1 hu haf feeling.. nt forgeting the past..your appear really cover half of my lifetime since now.. we r close like till everytime c each other,other than my parents,u r the 2nd person hu nearly i everyday will c..now suddenly bcom like tat.. dun noe when then can b like last time again.. k la.. hope tml will b a better day.. Awaiting u 6mth le ba..

2005-03-30T17:53:00.000-08:00

As usual go sch as n juz as normal.. i late again.. wake up at 10.30 sia.. n my class was actually at 8.. expect some1 wake mi up.. but in the end dun haf.. hmm.. went Jurong Point to meet my classmate they all.. was goin to buy my O2 pen sia.. coz yest i lost it.. damn suay sia.. yest take wrong side of bus when goin hm,then lost my pen in the bus.. and at nite.. go TM.. dun haf the HOUSE OF FURY show.. the website blaff mi sia.. say 9.55 gt slot then check wif my hp oso write 9.55.. but go there dun even haf a single slot.. in the end i watch "THE EYE 10" really.. alone watch movie felt veri lonely sia.. this was my veri 1st time watch alone.. c every1 couple.. then only i alone watch really veri sad sia.. last time still gt her acc mi watch.. wear the shirt she gave mi during my bday go watch the movie.. hope it will gif mi a feeling she is wif mi n oso can keep myself warm in the cinema..but still the feeling is diff from last time.. the seat beside mi is still empty after all.. hAi~wat a suay day yest.. hope after a suay day.. will haf luck after tat ba.. 2day reach JP.. go harvey norman buy the pen.. 15 bucks sia..tis time really broke le..dun noe tis 1 week muz eat wat le sia.. but buy le then find it cannot fix inside.. hai the salesman say can put in the end cannot.. luckily can refund sia.. then after sch acc andrew go JP again.. he repair his fone.. but muz wait 1hr30min then can take.. so i go to Toh guan to find the 02 service centre to buy the pen..take bus go..reach there.. ask the salesgirl whether here gt sell the pen.. she say gt 12bucks..so i take the num queue loh.. reach my turn then another person say no stock le.. n oso dun noe when the stock the cum.. coz gt mani ppl order.. then in the end juz gif mi a list of place where i can go buy.. kAox..waste half an hr there juz to take a paper..sUAy again.. then acc andrew go take hp at jp again.. then after tat take train to bugis,sim lim square there to buy the pen.. luckily gt andrew n patrick acc mi go sia.. aboi i think i gotta think of thing again le.. anyway bugis is the most memory i wif her le.. then search the whole sim lim square for cheaper pen..in the end 15bucks again.. arg.. for nth waste money again.. so mani debt haben pay still muz pay for nth.. hmm after tat went to the bugis hawker there eat.. actually wanna skip away the hawker de..coz tat is the place i n her always go eat de.. but that andrew la.. wanna eat at there.. still eat the famous carrort cake at there.. wah lao make mi think of her more le.. pat still say if like tat i better stay at hm le.. coz orchard,bugis so mani place oso gt her.. so i stay at hm camp better hahax.. but seriously really kept thinking of her tis few day.. no matter in hm,sch,train even in dream oso think of her.. when can we b as last time like tat so close.. juz b a best fren 1st oso can..but dun noe y like tat..2day dun even haf a sms from anyone or from her.. wat a quiet fone.. its been 3day le.. so quiet.. if nt my fault. now oso won like tat le.. =( k la update in another day.. tis is my 1st blog sia.. quite enjoy typing ba.. at least my feeling i can show out by writting down..